empty...

i feel an empty sort of feeling in all of the new "friendships" i have made so far. i havent met anyone yet who i feel that i will be able to become very good friends with. hopefully ill meet some1 i can relate too well in the near future. as cherbear so eloquently put it "IM TIRED OF BEING FAKE". yes that is how i feel as well. i feel a fake sort of friendship with the new ppl that i meet...

so today after failing to go the gym. i finally got my butt out of the house with andy at like 12 30. we went to walmart with katherine and bought some neccesary shit for our aparemtment. i spent 97 dollars NOT COOL. didnt know how expensive house crap really is. but it was all neccessary freals. shower curtain, shampoo, conditioner, bike tool, bike light etc.

afterwards we stopped at sonic. and for the first time in my life i had one of their famous blasts. in fact this was my first trip to sonic ever. it was decent slight over priced but whatever.

when we arrived home i was listening to music with katherine and decided to pull my guitar out. in the middle of playing live high i hit a chord by mistake but it turned out to be a chord from "keep ya head up" by tyga. WHICH IS AN AMAZING SONG btw. so i then had her sit and listen to the song with me for about 45 min till i was able to figure out the whole thing haha. poor katherine. then she and i took a bus back onto campus and then walked to her dorm where i met up with jt tim and hermes (yes us mv'ers are very good at branching out =P). we sat around for a while then decided to walk over to pick up our textbooks. we arrived late and i couldnt get them...fail. haha. so then jason decided that he wanted to get his bike from his brothers house which happens to be 2 miles away and right next door to my apartment complex lol. so he and i took the bus there and then biked our asses back onto campus. -___-.

we then came onto campus and watched some of the football game with some of katherines floor mates and richa for a bit =). here is where i felt fake yet again. i did meet some1 who seemed very nice and genuine. frank, i believe, he is from the bay area as well. he invited us to a christian fellowship bbq tomorrow hopefully i can spend more time with him haha.

after an uneventful dinner in the DC (which was my first DC meal since orientation) we walked over to the fall welcome rally. after watching the Davis Aggie marching BAND-UH! (yes they are called the BAND-UH! dont ask why cuz i dont know) i felt sad cuz it reminded me of MV marching band and all the good times i had during freshmen year. but after realizing that there was a bunch of free stuff being given away my mood brightened up haha. so after yelling "FREE STUFF" and "GIMME THAT" for a while tim jason and i left (oh yes jt made a very impressive randy moss style frisbee catch which was thrown into the crowd haha). we decided to bike over to in n out which is 3 blocks from my apartment. on the way due to a misunderstanding we attempted to take a shortcut which jasons bro had told us about. thus began our bike adventure lol.

so we start biking towards the freeway and some how end up going over a small wooden bridge over a pond/creek thing that smelled like crap and had ducks in it. we ended up at the mondavi center which is WAY far away from where we needed to be and we had to back track ALL the way back to the MU to get to downtown davis lol. so a 15 min bike trip turned into nearly an hour. it was fun though. weather was nice and tim jason and i threw loving insults at eachothers stupidity for most of the way haha.

arriving at in n out we just sat and ate. discussing whether or not we wanted to party tonight. i definitely didnt. after my horrendous sleep last night. so i decided to come home.

came home to an empty house. and sat at the comp. skyped chery (who i miss SOOO MUCH) talked with my brother rj haha. edited live your life for his prayer next week or something. played "keep ya head up" on the guitar for a while. and now i have decided to sleep. i have lots of crap to do tomorrow. ugh.

Meher

ps SHOUT OUT TO KATHY HU WHO USED HER PERFECT PITCH to help me with the chords for keep ya head up via email and youtube haha. love ya. COME VISIT ME SOON kthx

pps looking forward to davis block party tomorrow then going to some frat parties lol.